MEMORIES ^/.\^

♥Sunday, November 21, 20104:10 AM

HAHAHAHHAHAHA
omg how long is it already?
er okay so now pretty normal
no BAD incidents or wateva
i duno wat to say anymore lol
actually im lazy so
BYEBYE

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♥Saturday, September 25, 20108:43 AM

dear blog...
these few weeks have been horrible to me
im in a total mess now...
1 week ago
me and yimin are separated
even so...when we were tgt
like during reccess usually we dont reli go eat alone
but we go mix around wif others
like...drake...
wif her
i felt extra
no i AM a extra
when wif tgt wif drake
it is as though im invincible
hmph i dont think she wan to be wif me
sometimes i felt hurt by her
alot of times...
and i jus though it was a joke
i forced myself to laugh hahaha
funny? very right...
zzz miami...
i am a member of it
now tat it is disbanned
i still missed the times tgt
I DONT KNOW WHY I CANT FORGET THEM
i keep missing them
went to cosplay event tgt...
went out tgt...
watched movies tgt...
all these stuffs
we had alot fun tgt
now tat we are all in crappy stats
no...
i wont say tat all
maybe its jus me
yeah its me
im the one tat is in crappy stats
the others are all happily tgt
i guess...
it made no diff if im thr or not
and recently
wif noone to go to
i mixed wif kendra...and others
they formed a cleaque
asked me if i wan to join and i decline at 1st...
tat time miame wasnt disbanned...yet
and tat time i knew tat im almost like not a part of miame
yet...i bare to leave
kendra and others was nice
i felt better there
but...something felt missing
i dont feel right
than,1 day yimin told me to go away
and i jus found out she was pissed off by some ppl which i dont know wat happened
but not me who pissed her out
tat time i duno
so i jus stay away frm here as she said
i was so badly hurt
i cant believe i secretly cried in class
cant focus
but think about wat i did,wat happened,
good thing no one found out i was crying
and oso good thing i didnt cried very badly my eye wasnt obvious too XD
so...
the nx day
i decided i shall join the cleaque
well...i did told kendra im a 50% 50%...i called myself a canidate of the cleaque
but i didnt expect tat much as a canidate
would get so much frm the cleaque
i got a cleaque badge...future plans doing wif the cleaques
i pin my badge inside my bag but not outside cause...
im afraid...
afraid to tell ppl im in kendra cleaque
why?
cause im scared yimin,winnie,kai pin,would hate me
and ditch me worst than ever
miame...i got to say
i missed miame alot
so i guess tis is wat u called ''i love miame''
i cant forget
the days wif yimin,winnie,kai pin
always pop out in my head in bad times
after years of friendship
times of being tgt
went through so many things tgt
now...im jus a extra
tat love nothing but animes and games
its like my hearts crying than tears flowing out
which is worst than tears flowing
i wan miame back...
i wan the times tgt back
but its too late
no...
wat im saying...
is wrong
all these feelings
ditched feelings
hurts...
was already started
since near the starting of the year
all i was missing was
the time i had...wif miame tat was fun
wif no worries
ppl say tat
forget about the past
and look at the future
how can i look at the future when im in tis complete mess?
so...
today jus now
xiu yan suddenly asked me why me and yimin were seperated
and why i pang seh yimin and joined kendra they all
and she asked...if i had a chance to go back tgt wif yimin...will i take this chance?
now...tis triggered my messyness
cleaque...or yimin
i cant leave the cleaque cause ive done too much
i even got tis cleaque badge
we even decided to buy same stuffs tgt
and...i jus cant accept it...but i have to
cause im already is the cleaque so i forced myself to say yes
but my mind is still in miame world
if i go tgt wif yimin means...
i will leave the cleaque
and join yimin
wat will kendra and the others think of me?
a friend changer?
a bitch?
i dont wan it to happen
yet...i wan to go wif yimin
i dont wan to be hated...by any of my friends
it is hurtful...
i will go crazy
im regretting of joining the cleaque
a lil...
they done so much for me
yet...the way i treated them back...
i will be thinking...searching for the answer
think through
i got to chill 1st
argh i hate being like tis
i sound so emo rite??!!
i hate emo!!!
i got to switch bck to hyper!! god!!!
dam...
good night blog...
best wishes to me getting the right answer

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♥Wednesday, September 8, 20108:53 AM

whoa...when is the last time i posted something...
even my class blog oso lazy update =X
i have no time to spent on blog
so tis blog is freaking dead~~
tdy is...8th sept LOL 2010
i looked through bck my posts...
i kinda freaked out for no reason
i was like WHOA wtf posted those
cause i sound dam bitchy?
...
i wan zhi sa
cause hor
now adays
i play baking life and ofcourse
maple maple maple maple
oh!!! and tdy went for junior performance
and nice wor i not even nervous o.o'' seriously!!
not lieing
even though many was nervous XD
and..ytd got fever and soar throat
tdy a lil fever and bad bad bad soar throat hurts like hell now...
and guess wat?!
6 ppl in band oso same condition as me
wth spread disease????!!! HUH??!!
yeah tats bout tdy..
i will TRY MY BEST to be ative in blogging
not much interest in blogging anymore...
cause of maple and fb >.>
usually i dun care fb but...cause of SOMEONE influenced me
=.= lol k tats all
byebyebybeye~~~~

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♥Friday, February 26, 20106:41 AM

now...
tdy
i kind of felt like a retarted
why?
cause tmr i need to meet band outside mac at tiong
than go somewhere to do uniform
than...tmr need to wear home clothes
than duno why suddenly say ''oh shyt''
cause...usually ppl dun see mi wearing it
and...the guy told me say wan wear sch uni oso can
wtf
zzz i felt retarded
u noe when a p6 is toking to a p3 or p4
and they sometimes tok nonsense and...u will feel tat they are kind of annoying and retarded
well hahas tats how i felt
usually...during pri sch
and now im in sec 1
which sucks
as i said...sec 1 is like being a pri 1/2/3/4 to me
cause of those...seniors
well yea...
cant w8 to grow up =X
and wear a green name tag
so yea
tats for tdy...
argh so dam tired today
lol
k byebye

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♥Thursday, February 25, 20102:20 AM

hey peeps
bck to hyper hyper personal agn
today went to vivo wif ymin
to buy bday present
but drake and kai pin and xu yan decide to tag along
so yar
went tiong take mrt>vivo
than bought big bang soundtrack for kendra bday present
after tat
went food republic to eat
ate chicken rice
and bought dam nice milo to drink
after tat walk walk went daiso
walk walk walk than mi and drake bought long long gummi
nice at 1st
eat till 2/3 of it
sick of it and throw it away~~
came home and lazy do hw
kns lar
tdy the dam fking sci bitch teacher
tell mi go find her
than at the ed tmr i need go find her
fk off lar
tmr got cca leh
1.45 strt wtf =.=
than i dun need eat ler =.= fkfkfkfkfk go fk herself lar
tat bitch
and...i found out someone kinda copied my URL
felt bad
dun wan to say out loud who
gawsh
sian sch day
kns der day...everysingle day kns der
a gal almost vs a gal
but they qurrale only
so yea its freaking awesome
not so lar
actually i hate gal fights
i feel tat it is so lame
boys fight nicer
hahas
damit forgot got DnT hw
f-u-c-k
i wan go HE lar
DnT sucks like shyt
eat shyt and die
zzz
tdy sucks
surely tmr oso
well yea
byebye

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♥Wednesday, February 24, 20102:17 AM

whoaaa i so long nvr post ler worrr
anyways
im not posting cosplay pics since im bored and lazy
XD
hmm head on to today...
today bad day for mi
duno wat the fk is wrong wif mi
today go out wif yimin drake christina
than julius join in
when julius join i kept quite through out
only say a few sentence of words lar
cause....
i duno
i dun reli tok cause...
BTW IM NOT ACTING EMO HOR
NOT ACTING COOL
NOT ACTING ANYTHING
SO PLZ DUN SAY ANY FCKING GOSSIP OR STUFF BOUT MI
IM WARNING UUUUUU
zzz
seriously
cause i dun wan to
i duno how to say
dun wan to like keep toking to julius or yimin
or i will feel stupid
i dun wan interupt or something
im scared of ppl calling mi flirting
or watever shyt
so i didnt tok =X
well....is it wrong or is it right?
and when i was silent...
i kept thinking bout kingdom hearts
cause the game sometime dam...
ermmm emo?
not emo
like drama drama
i duno how to say
hahas
than when i silent keep thinking to myself
IS IT OKAY TO STAY SILENT
since usually im not the silent type dam hyper der
im scare ppl say mi act emo or cool or shyt like tat
ehhhh i got a soul oso okay
oso got sad times one lehx
o.o'' although my URL says my happy life times
lolllll
haha like strait times
hahahahhahaha
lol
i wan tok...
but i duno wat to say
zzz i hate to sound so dam fking lj cb kns
i wan to zhi sa tiao lou
so...dear blog is it wrong or correct to stay silent infront of my fren wif their cpl?
IM SO CONFUSEDDDDDDDD
T.T
HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
plz...
if i keep like tat i will be sad for the rest for my lifeeee
kns lar
i sound so hyper now though
in online
cause im down right now
lol
okay bye tats all

Day: Bad day
Mood: fking down

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♥Friday, January 22, 201011:03 PM

well...
alot things happen during the holidays
did not update since...
im lazy :X
well at least im going to say bout EOY!!!
EOY= End Of Year cosplay event
yea...
agn i saw lots of cosplayers ^^
and than me and winnie hor
walk walk walk hor
suddenly 1 guy come ask us wan play big 2.5 mar
wif...
KANDA AND ALLEN WALKER!!!!
OMFG GOD
than mi and winnie go play wif than
than i shouted ''allen walker cheater leh!''
like tat
hahahahahahhaha
and than at the end....
as expected =.= allen walker wins
haha
so fun
than capture tons of pics
oh
and the concert
the cosplay competition
omg
i go sms haha
than the grp i sms wins ^^
i see if i can upload the vid or not...

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